This might be the longest I've felt stuck, creatively. I'm living life and doing fun things and I just feel like I have nothing to offer the community that reads this blog. So I'm showing up to tell you that I've got nothing. I'm sure you'll want to keep reading after that, right? I'm starting to wonder if my creative rut stems from the rut that I'm in personally. I'll be honest, I'm wrestling with some stuff. I'm not where I want to be in a lot of areas and it is frustrating. But I'm also trying to be really patient with myself and not rush or force things. Part of me wonders if God is trying to get me to learn to be content, if not comfortable, in the waiting, the tension, and the not-yets of life.
So while I wait and sit "stuck" in this rut, I am trying to live daily. I try a new recipe, I re-read an old book series that I love, I read a book I've been avoiding for years, I try to learn to new things, I start trying to exercise (maybe one of these days it will stick?), and I try to do things that bring me joy while recording the gifts that I have. It sounds trite, but it's really all I can do. I'm trying to walk the fine line between sitting and waiting and going out to make changes. It's not a balance I'm very good at, to be honest. If you have a moment, I'd really appreciate any suggestions of things you'd like to see more of. I want to write posts that bless you and bring value to your life, but I need to know what those are. The only way I have of knowing is if you tell me. And if I don't hear anything, then you just may see some really random things in the near future! Thank you for being here. For reading this blog. For supporting me and this little business of mine. It means a lot to me. More than you can know.
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Hi! I'm Sarah!
I am a natural light portrait photographer. I've been taking photos since 2014 and would eat a smoothie from Tropical Smoothie Cafe for lunch everyday if I could. Thank you so much for stopping by. I blog about sessions, things I'm learning, stuff in my life, and information for YOU, my client. If you like what you see around the site, I'd love to work with you! I'd also love to connect with you on Instagram. I'm @sarah_jayne_photo :) Archives
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